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| hmm..exam over yesterday..and i got back my phone line today..feeling very free till dunno what to do liao..though i got lotsa assignments..sobs! and im getting bored of blogging..haih! byez.. | | |
| - What If -
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
-ruthc-memories shall be memories.. | | |
| physics sux no more!! well, i dunno which subject rox now cuz i might be failing for all..haih! feeling so lazy to study! even if i study, i do reli last minute study..the night before exam day then only i study..haih! tak hairan if i fail man..sobs..hhaha!
guess wad?! im so happy!!! i got back two precious friendship!! thanx!! i seriously thought i lost u..im sorry for not being there for u to relieve ur stress..im reli grateful i made the right choice for the first time in my life..no regrets! =) thanx for listening to my probs too..for even taking the time to listen..not many are willing to sacrifice that kind of precious time..thanx!! i reli appreciate our friendship! i hope we dun start drifting apart again..okie? haha! muakxx! love ya! =)
well, thanx to u too! we both know our friendship has been a rollercoaster for the past 5 years..since std 6..but im reli gonna count my blessings for wateva that happens..im thankful taht our friendship was like a rollercoaster cuz if not, i wouldn't know how much our friendship means to me..ur a reli trustable & reliable fren..thanx for alwiz being there to listen! muakxx! love ya lots! =) love ur advice too..gonna start practising it..ehheh! ;) thanx for all the wonderful and not-so-good times we had in our friendship..reli appreciate ur presence in my life! =)
life may be tough..but im gonna listen to ur advice..im gonna reli be contented with the way things are now and not complain..im gonna count my blessings! in whatever situation, i know there's alwiz the good side of it...yeah!! =) im gonna listen to ur advice and start thinking of Him whenever he appears in my mind and thoughts..eheh! ;) thanx so much..
good luck to the PMR students too..remember to alwiz pray and trust God no matter whad happens..love ya all! =)
-ruthc-busy counting my blessings!! =) | | |
| sorry for judging u so..feeling guilty already..i guess its what another fren of mine told me that made me really realize that i was wrong..i guess at this time, i shud be the one really understanding..well, sorry even thinking so and thanx for everything that u've done..reli appreciate our friendship..muakkxx! =)
im learning to let go..to not dwell about teh past anymore..if i cant gain ur trust, i wun do anything do make u trust me because u already set ur mind to not to trust me..so whats the point of doing anything anywayz? because u'll think im doing it for the sake of ur trust and not because i mean it..i hate it when ppl dun believe me especially when im already telling the very truth..arggh! its ur choice lar..i reli dun wanna care anymore..and i believe i can set my mind to do so too..everyone doesn't trust me anymore..wth?! who cares lar..haih!
-ruthc-at least God trusts me! =p | | |
| haih! finals started today..physics..eww!! paper was so tough and unanswerable..prolly gonna fail..haih! should be studying laporan eksperimens now..but feeling so lazy!! ahah! ok lar..dun think will be blogging much this month..cuz exam weeks..haih! feeling so stressed!! ciao~ muakkxx!
-ruthc-trust in the Lord! lean not on ur own understanding.. | | |
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